In Which I defend my right to be damaged by Reparative Therapy …

A Contemporary classical piece I composed on Finale Notepad 2007. It is a great program. Love to know what you think. …

Absent since April, I am back. New, softer me. Processing my stuff in public. What will the gays say? Even worse, what will the ex gays say? I fit in less than I did before. Hang in there. I am...! …

The new Ex Gay Store at PFOX has made me think a bit. Each to His/Her own, but I feel uncomfortable with it. Here's why... …

Why are we so surprised that God allows us to struggle with unwanted ssa? It is just another version of the "master plan"! Other Christians know it, so should we...! See what Spurgeon says about this in a "Morning Meditation". …

This beautiful Psalm of David contains a last verse that always moves me. It is a cry from the heart of the soul who knows he/she is in process and that God is the author of that process. An Exgay Psalm …

We want God to provide solutions to our problems. Yet he is not on the same page. What is that all about? Sermon preached at Valley Vineyard in Johannesbutg SA on the 10th of April 2005 …

Here I do an interview with Wynn Cameron-Thompson from Restoring Wholeness Ministries in Cape Town, South Africa. (www.restoringwholeness.org). "Do I change for God or does God change for me"? …

How can love be a sin? Surely it's sex that makes it a sin? Oh my goodness, now you're asking me! …

Whereas this podcast has so far stayed resolutely away from confronting (and it's gained me some support) I ask some other kinds of questions and, well, I may be out of favour. …

Announcing my new ExGay Blog: "Gay? NO! I'm Only Smiling"...listen up And PLEASE leave your comments by clicking on the "Leave Audio Comments Here" I would love to include them in the podcast! dunxnud …

I was never gay enough to have really changed, and I am too gay to ever really be able to change. Can't win, can I? …

Are ExGays living in denial? Yes, we are! …

Hi There, I'm not dead just been busy with some stuff. hear about it in the podcast! …

This week I talk about something more particular to the homosexual experience and you may be offended, I am not sure. Well, you asked what I thought, so here it is... …

I am often asked questions relating to "how do I change?" and so on. It is all about choice and knowing what we are dealing with. It has less to do directly with homosexuality than you may think! …

"Once Gay Always Gay..." what hogwash. Besides negating the transforming power of the creator of the universe, it denies an individual's power of choice. So listen up if you want to hear more. …

Just a bit of fun with a serious undertone. "Your foundation's dug in Zion, your house is built in Sodom and you wonder why your walls keep falling down!" :-) …